Wednesday, July 20, 2011

To my friend.....

The journey here is long..... every leap that we take involves fear,happiness and sorrow,success and failure,.... Everything leaves its mark.... extensive happiness or the extensive sorrow... You meet some on the way and you lose some- this is how the journey of life is....

Here this one goes to my best buddy ...who no longer is talking to me! I just wanted to tell him that I miss his company and his idiotic talks.Everyday I have the regret of loosing my chuddy buddy  for some stupid reasons which are not at all worth breaking the 18 years of friendship. I don't call him but I miss our stupid talks, the roadside omlette eating sessions , the bike rides, the songs, the long phone calls, the laughter sessions, the leg-pulling ! Every time I have a good news, I miss sharing with him.The non-stop bak-bak, the unnecessary lecture, the brainless fights I don't have them anymore... :(

I just want to tell him that whatever happens happens for the good and what I did wasn't intentional... It was just meant to be that way and it is good for both of us.No matter how hard we try, at times connecting the dots doesn't work and that is what happened in our case.... May be looking backwards 10 years from now we realize that my decision was right (or wrong we never know) .

But for now , I just don't want to let you go for some dumb reasons which aren't worth it. You have been a sweetheart and I want you to stay that way.I know I can't even imagine what you would have gone through in the last month and a half but I am sorry for whatever happened. I always feel relationships are meant to make you comfortable.You should keep a relation to a limit where it gives you the comfort zone... And I feel I can be at my best with you as a friend...... Let's not force something on us which we find difficult to handle.

It's your birthday coming and I have always been the first one to wish you on the special day:)
Wishing for you all the happiness of the world and hoping that you achieve everything in life.

I hope that you get out of the state soon and start talking to me.... Give up the anger ladke and get back to the irritating chap again ..... You know right, we have always been there for each other in highs and lows...  There are very few people in your life who matter to you and who define your existence in this world.... You are one of them and will always be...


Happy Birthday....  Hope you have a good one.....

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